Saturday, July 22, 2006

she's leaving...

me and taugey.

standing on the beach looking out to the sea. hoping, wandering she could see me from the other side. just meaning less, desperate dreams...
Coz really, i was just sitting in my room. how sad, yes! very sad! why am i killing my self over this? i dont even know... you think this is love? i do... but maybe its coz the downer just kick in from the taugeyPill i had a day ago hehehe... she tacks me yesterday to tell me she's having fun in sabah, wish she had rowlys and that she has to go back UK soon. (back ground music) dang dang dang... i didnt think she would leave that early. was planing to meet them in kl in Aug20th."them" as in her and friends...
So this means what??? i know what it means, but i just dont want to say it! just say it, you'll feel better. i wont get to see her off! there, you said it... feel better? well, NO! i feel the same... anyways, for the people reading this. if your lost in what im saying. dont get freak out, some times i talk to my self and it wouldnt be fair to taugey if i left my thoughts out. well, thats what i think lah...anyways back into my head. well, what i wanted to do was when i meet her in kl.spend sometime to get to know her even better and get romantic and shit! and do something crazy like sing the "jet plane song" when she leaves hehehhee. im joking! about all of it! im not that lame man. yes you are hehe. sorry guys i cant tell you my plans coz i dont want you people copy my shit... your not going to see her! so just tell lah, oh wait i know... coz im you hehe nvm. i should stop talking to my self... well, now i dont have that time!!! guess it wasnt ment to be... i wish i could cry, maybe i might just feel better. but i cant cry, fuck!!

i think, thats all im thinking. just some Emo shit!! not very health, i know. but i actually feel abit better letting it all out. now, i need to go out for a smoke and a beer.
always the 2nd best medicine....
the best is a redbull and a taugeypill....high in the sky in taugey island with my best friends penguin,turtle,tadpole and all the other alter Ego where ever they are.

1 Comments:

Blogger sevenzeros said...

huahahahahahah!!! CIBAI!! TAUGEY~~~ hahahahah u hav a FUCKIN' blog??!! LoL.. the penguin just told me.. hahah.. cibai.. anyways.. know how u feel.. english chick.. gone back to england.. *wink wink* hahahah.. well.. not tryin' to make u feel bad or anythin'.. mine's coming back!! hahahahahh (well.. next year la.. but then.. still.. mine's coming back.. hahahah) *sigh* yea... redbull n sum little twinkling periwinkle tinkle inkle dinkle jingling pinkle magical dusts would b the best way to get over this.. i think (actually.. erm.. nah.. i'v typed too fuckin' much as it is.. i should just post a "counter-blog" as a reply to this post in TaugeyIsland..)

7:01 AM  

Post a Comment

<< Home