Nenen ah....

guys do not read the post i wrote before this one coz i was in one of my weird EmO words that time. luckily not much people read my blog. i could write so much shit on this blog and no one will know i said it. except for me island friends. so no one will actually know if i said i like to smell my feet and watch bollywood movies, pell dead skin off my body and sometimes eat it, make silly noise just to piss off people around me, lick my lips coz i think it feels like im licking a girl's nipeeee nvm...forget i said that one. i like looking at my girl friends and think of doing dirty thinging with them, scratch my balls, head,feet and smell it, and my favorat one is eat my boggy.

BUT....time to time me other friends do sometimes come in and read my silly blog.
So too bad i cant write the real stupid stuff i do when im bored.

too bad guys! if you thought i was telling you my dirty thoughts...those thoughts are for me to know and you to find out.

peace motherFuckers....

you just got PUNK'D

CHANGE

Beer...

I love it... loved it...

Smoking...

I love it... still loving it... have to stop...

Clubing...

I love it... still loving it... cant i just go to dance?... ok, stoping...

The Island...

I love it... still loving it... yup, still loving it... nope, no change... Damn, I know! Ok stopping...

why why why... why am i trying to stop all these things... well, for my family info... its not good for my health it seems... well, it is bad. anyways my real reason is coz im going to be starting a progrem soon and i need to be healthy. and actually its also for myself, as i start my new spiritual life. so ya... it may sound corny but its the truth... what am i talking about?
well, i'm talking about changing... changing the way we talk, think, act and attituted towards or around people. change the way we live. aren't you sick of doing the same thing over and over again. like that saying, SSDD(same shit diffrent day). dont you sometimes think about your life and find something missing? i did... but i found mine already. have you found yours? if your looking for it, call this hotline 1800-IAM-LOST. ya right!!! i wIsH!!! only if it could be that easy ay... if it was, i would of called along time ago...
I was asking my self these questions, will it make me a better person if i stop all this...the things i love? in the eyes of people around you, i think yes, in some ways. but attitued na', nope, dont think sOo ... so why should i stop? i didnt have any answers for these question before... now i do and it might not be the same as yours...
Im so so blur right now...maybe im talking shit coz of the downer from the island yesterday. maybe im all these thigs i said means something to you or someone els. maybe im just bored and i cant think of anything to blog about so i write shit about life and emo and shit....
But then, i hope i got you thinking about...